Beloved Scars

hello, love.

i know you’re scared in there. i know the world looks like a scary place, and you’ve heard things that make you shudder. things that terrify you. honestly, i can’t tell you anything contrary to what you already know. because then i’d be lying. the scary things you’ve heard about, they’re true. they’re all true.

i’m sorry, sweetie. i’m so sorry. you shouldn’t have to face this.

there are people who want to hurt you. there are people who don’t value your little life. they want to take you away. they want to get rid of you. they’re very selfish, i need you to know that. they want to use your precious body for their own foolish gain.

but my love, it’s all out of selfishness. i swear. they’re telling lies when they say you’re not valuable. they’re telling lies when they say it’s okay to end your life. you are precious. unbelievably precious. and the world is at a loss, never getting to see your beautiful face. we’re missing out.

but please, dear, don’t be scared. you might face some trials. some really, really painful trials. i won’t lie and say they’re not going to hurt. because hunny, they are. they are going to hurt a lot.

but even if those selfish people decide to end your life, even if they do terrible things to you, i can promise you one thing: it’s not the end. you have a daddy who loves you very, very much. and when they take your little life, they’re only taking it from this world. because at that moment your daddy in heaven is going to scoop you up into his heavenly arms. i know it makes you sad, that you’ll never meet your mommy, who you’ve grown so close to. but up in heaven you’ll be so happy, and healthy, and valued. and you’ll be safe.

rest now, even though you don’t know what tomorrow holds. even though tomorrow they might end the life you never got to live on this earth. rest, because daddy’s holding you. always.

sweet baby, i am fighting for you. i am fighting so hard. it’s not fair, that they can execute so much power over your innocent existence. it’s not fair. it’s not just. and i am fighting with everything in me to restore the power over your life back into God’s hand alone.

i hear you crying, sweet baby. i hear your scared and helpless cries. and i promise you, i promise you, you do not face this alone. i am fighting for you. God is fighting for you. and he is holding you so tight in his arms.

“He’s got the little bitty babies in his hands. He’s got the little bitty babies in his hands.
He’s got the little bitty babies in his hands. He’s got the whole world in his hands.”

♥